~.my thoughts, deep and shallow.~

Monday, June 13, 2005

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Kneeling on the street,
In the pouring rain,
I want to leave this world,
Which has caused me so much pain.
I am surrounded by isolation,
All alone in the world.
I have so much desperation,
But nobody seems to notice.
People are passing by me,
But no one seems to be stopping.
They turn their heads and look at me,
But they continue walking.
As the rain drops run down my face,
Pouring into my mouth,
I taste the saltiness of my tears,
Mixed with the gentle flow of cool water.
As I hold my head up,
I shout into the sky,
"Someone please come help me!"
This is not how I want to die.
I am shouting as loud as I can,
But no one seems to hear.
I am holding out my hand,
But it remains empty.
This is my biggest fear.
The rain is getting harder now,
I can't even open my eyes,
Kneeling in the darkness,
Hoping someone will hear my cries.
My body is losing strength,
My voice is fading out,
My hand remains empty,
I am alone, without a doubt.
Will the rain ever stop?
Will the sky ever clear?
Will my hand remain empty?
This is my biggest fear...

=!_"~[->sTiLL tHiNkiN bOuT hEr<-]~"_!=