~.my thoughts, deep and shallow.~

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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Gray skies all around.
Many lonely nights I've found
Minutes turn to hours and hours turn to years
As I sit around with my falling tears.

I try to talk but no one is there
All my feelings locked in a knot with no one to share.

Then one day as I walked around
With a group of people and my usual frown,
I noticed the sky had finally turned blue
For this was the day that I found you.

You pulled me into your world of delight
I stepped out of the darkness and into the light!
The roses were red and the leaves were green
I saw colors like I have never seen!

Now we have known each other for a while.
Even though you say I live in a world of denial.
But when I think about it I know it is true...
Baby, I have fallen in love with you!

^~_"=[MiSsiN hEr]="_~^

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

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Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

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I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

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So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

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Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

^_"~[->MiZziN hEr<-]~"_^

Monday, June 13, 2005

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Kneeling on the street,
In the pouring rain,
I want to leave this world,
Which has caused me so much pain.
I am surrounded by isolation,
All alone in the world.
I have so much desperation,
But nobody seems to notice.
People are passing by me,
But no one seems to be stopping.
They turn their heads and look at me,
But they continue walking.
As the rain drops run down my face,
Pouring into my mouth,
I taste the saltiness of my tears,
Mixed with the gentle flow of cool water.
As I hold my head up,
I shout into the sky,
"Someone please come help me!"
This is not how I want to die.
I am shouting as loud as I can,
But no one seems to hear.
I am holding out my hand,
But it remains empty.
This is my biggest fear.
The rain is getting harder now,
I can't even open my eyes,
Kneeling in the darkness,
Hoping someone will hear my cries.
My body is losing strength,
My voice is fading out,
My hand remains empty,
I am alone, without a doubt.
Will the rain ever stop?
Will the sky ever clear?
Will my hand remain empty?
This is my biggest fear...

=!_"~[->sTiLL tHiNkiN bOuT hEr<-]~"_!=